Found it.Oh that is what the Author did he even admitted it in another post
The sense of alienation is real and intentional. You will never be a not-Japanese, can never be a not-Japanese, and will never be a not-Japanese no matter what happens, no matter what you do. You can marry a not-Japanese woman and get a not-Japanese passport, and everyone will smile and be impeccably polite; and as far as they're concerned you're the foreigner with the not-Japanese passport. You are welcomed, but made to remember your status as a guest. Even in your own home, with a family that wholeheartedly loves you, you can never be, will never be fully one of them. And in this world, it's more than a matter of the body, spirit or culture; it digs right down into the metaphysical. You are made to feel keenly aware of this when kitsune speak not-Japanese in your presence, or you cannot read the language and someone has to translate for you, or you make some silly social blunder. Not even a god can make you one of them, or at least not until the reverse mortgage on your soul runs out. You have never felt the hunger which has dominated their entire existences and has shaped their entire society.
It is an intentional emotional arm-twist.
See that exactly what The author intended except for the weeb stuff. More of an emotional arm twist, which gotta say they did a great job. At this point my emotion towards them is resentful, except for Miko and Mai. Seriously team M&M they're the most enjoyable, at least the most tolerable.they are largely rigid and soulless
They also just don't feel connected to their world and instead feel like the author just took a bunch of stereotypes about the rigidness of JP society combined with a bunch of weeb references and just slammed it into the game
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