i am unhinged and i wear that. i dont follow most things on here so i wouldnt know everything about will and his struggles, i just hate the energy of some writers that bleeds into their characters, will was not one of them(ill admit that sophora was bland). i also just dislike savin, a couple lines from some of his characters tell me he fundametally perceives relationships in a way i cant respect. i enjoy thinking i can fix that by posting the way i do, i'll find out a year from now.
i get volatile writers too, most whos additions are precious patches of fresh air, who arent here anymore, i agree that the community shouldnt be agressive n has the duty to embrace them, but more importantly so does staff.. strawberry_tea was talking about resorting to stealing groceries theyre so broke, and i havent seen them since(are they active on the discord?), and i love their additions.
to me this community is a circle jerk, staff and fans, only natural for any long standing franchise, i am intentionally shitting on everything i have a problem with, in hopes it changes, so it might be prettier for the next. i believe in pressure, im not intelligent enough to convince people i dont know to love themselves(im getting there tho)(imo self love is essential for explosive art, every piece of yourself, some of you writers have insecutites that keep you from this), im agressive enough to try to beat them into it, i can carry the animosity that comes with that im no bitch
the greatest part tho, about what i do, not that you asked ? i learn so much, about myself. as much of my own ego ive left in the past i still see myself as the most interesting person on the planet and know few equals, and im just a regular person. i love being a dick to people i think are dicks, its my guilty pleasure, and when i grow out of it, i wont recognize myself, and that reallly excites me, thanks for your perspective