I have sex in the game, just with a small few.
With the ones where it feels like love and not just a booty call.
I'm conflicted. I'm horny all the time, but I don't like masturbating. I think it diminishes me as a person. Years of trying and failing to connect with people, especially women, have left me with nothing in the way of a real relationship. So to avoid obsessing over Rule 34 sites. I try to mix sex with productivity.
Now I'm sure most people see me as some "soy boy beta I AM A BIG STINKY BRAIN" but that's not who I am. I made the Life Advice thread for a reason. I play the game because I want to have sex, and play RPGs, and have romance, without masturbating and do it without much or any kink. It's too much. Way too many issues. No one tolerates it, IRL and apparently not here either. I'm not exactly making friends, if you've noticed.
When we're kids they tell us in Disney cartoons to "be yourself". There "is no leagues". The are no "cliques". But the damage is done. I tried being myself and now this is what I've been reduced to. Playing a games, that I have mixed feeling for, to play out a fantasy, for myself--who I have mixed feelings for, while loving my mind, but hating my body.
It's a problem that isn't going away.