Ahahaha, no worries there. In retrospect, I was being vague to everyone but to myself.
I want to top and sometimes be a service top. Hovewer you go about it, I just want to perform a role I prefer. I do enjoy bottoming though, but mostly when it feels like the champ has autonomy in sex scenes. Where their actions are not reduced to being a simple love doll that the NPC uses, ala Brint. When champion is one making their partner feel good with each squat off their hips/
I think, unless the guy is specifically made to be a top or bottom (incredibly limmiting on either front), every male NPC should allow either.
While in real life there are those that enjoy one or the other, this is a game. And when you are so limited when it comes to potentially audience reach when you are writing men, kneecaping yourself by just having bottoming or topping scenes seems unadvised.