That was a very polite and pleasantly calm response to what was essentially just me being a moody piece of shit. I commend you for your composure and maturity. And, to some extent, I envy it.
Sorry for being rude. I could say it's been a bad couple days or something, which is true, but that's no excuse. :$
MP No apology needed, trust me on this. We all have those days, and like you say, its no excuse. But it is completely forgivable, and forgiven. You don't even need to ask for that.
Also don't envy it (on a funny naming convention randomness in the Naruto online game, I have a character named Envy LOL) I have gone through hell and back, seen the worst in Humanity, and somehow came away with only mental scars to show for it. I have learned to accept others differences, and even appreciate them for the logic of seeing the other side of the coin / world / hat.
You should see me on my bad days (usually when I have to work with the evil boss at work, which is why I am getting into game design) There are days I cant think straight, use coherent sentences, or even look at another person / post without wanting to HURT something. Which is why I play games that allow me to vent that darkness inside, because it allows me to pretend that I am sane, normal, and a good person. ))) I try to strive for logic, and emptiness because its so much less clouded than emotions. )))
But you know what they say, passion is the fire that burns in an artist, where emotion is the fuel that feeds his passion. So keep on being a creator.