You and i both want to stop talking to the other, but as is common online, saying anything more than just stop talking to me is highly likely to solicit a response. So, let me lay out a few facts for you, things that aren't up for discussion because they're just that, facts.
Firstly, there are not 10,000 people here, there's about 30-ish people who post here on the regular, about half of them devs and authors, the other half being a small group of players heavily invested in the games, their universes and their characters who want to discuss the writing of the games and their experiences with it along with questions about problems their having, bugs and ideas for things they'd like to have added.
Secondly, of the 30-ish people who are actually active on this forum, i guarantee you almost all of them have seen your threads and posts and those that have not replied have done so because they're not interested. This includes the devs and authors, so your calls for devs to come and give you the answers you seek are going deliberately unanswered, you're being seen, but you're not getting responses. Deal with it, they've got better things to do and they're working on the games most of the time.
Thirdly, declining Paradox' suggestion is foolish because as i've explained, you've been seen, the only people who have taken you up in conversation have been the always helpful people and those of us struggling to tolerate your behaviour.
We'd like you to fit in here, we want new people to feel welcome, but as with any forum there is an established culture and it is sensible behaviour to lurk for the first few weeks and get a feel for that culture. You have not done this, and in the process you have rustled feathers. That in and of itself is not a sin, but you are wilfully adamant you've done nothing wrong, that you've rustled no feathers and that is objectively untrue. I would ask you to take a step back for a while and assess what your actual goal is on this forum, for if you want to fit in here and put some effort into that, you will find us very forgiving of bad first impressions.